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As I took the long elevator ride down from my ex-wife s lawyer s office I began to contemplate how at 42 I had arrived at that point in my life. With just our signatures we had ended 18 years of marriage. Of course in truth it was over well before I signed the formal document. The home we had built together had been sold weeks earlier. Our possessions had been split between my new apartment in the city her townhouse in one of those new-town type communities and the Salvation Army. Everything had been very civilized and agreeable. Our years ago decision not to have kids helped make our split easier.



The funny thing was that I couldn t point to a single thing that was wrong with our marriage. We rarely fought. Even when we did quarrel the arguments were mild and short-lived. We truly liked each other and in our way we are still in love. But the passion was long gone. I guess that lack of passion is what doomed our union in the end. We both had tried to find the missing passion in the arms of another a few years back. But even those affairs could not explain the divorce. Early in our marriage we had both acknowledge that we were poor candidates for monogamy. That was a big factor in our decision not to have children. We were too into our own pleasures to be the kind of parents we both felt kids deserved.



I had known from shortly after the first time that we made love that she was bisexual. Far from being the problem she thought it might be it was a big turn on for me. Our foray into an alternative sexual lifestyle began about four months after we started dating. She invited me to her apartment for dinner and a night of video watching. When I arrived I discovered there was another guest one of her co-workers a girl I had met once before. Ginny was a hot blond with a great body. But I was not thinking about that when I discovered Valerie and I would not be alone that evening. All I thought was another guest meant I wasn t going to get laid. That was far from the reality. The two of them had cooked up a surprise. After dinner and twenty minutes of watching a semi-hard core porn video things heated up fast. I got my first live show of female on female sex. While I didn t get to fuck Ginny as I would have liked having two hot naked women kiss each other with my dick in between them was incredible. Fucking Val from behind while she ate Ginny was the highlight of the evening.



That first threesome led to many more. Val began to bring other women into our bed and on occasion used me as bait to pick them up. We stuck to one rule I could touch and taste but I was not allowed to fuck any of the other women. That worked well for me since I got everything else along the way and Val s almost insatiable pussy was plenty for me.



The rules changed about two months after we got married. It was the night of my 25th birthday. The bastard of a boss I had at the time had somehow managed to schedule me for a late meeting that day. Val greeted me at the door in a nearly transparent short nightie. She handed me my favorite drink and asked if I wanted anything to eat. Even if I had been starving I doubt I would have asked for food after that greeting. She suggested I take a shower and join her in the bedroom after I declined food. I quickly washed the day s body odor off and dried myself. Since it was obvious what she had planned I left my clothes and towel on the floor and walked naked down the short hall to our bedroom. I was discovered that there was more to the evening than I had imagined.



Surprise baby! Happy birthday! Val said sheepishly as I stared at the unexpected sight I found.



There on the bed was our old playmate Ginny. She was naked and tied spread eagle to our brass four-poster bed. She looked better than ever and seeing that hot body tied helplessly to my bed caused my cock to instantly spring to life. Val reached over and spread open our guest s hairless pussy. Her deep pink inner lips were already glistening. Clearly Val had been playing with her friend s pussy while they waited for me.



Baby Ginny told me that she missed your tongue Val purred as she slid one of her long manicured fingers inside the sexy blonde s aroused body. Her cunt is hot and ready Greg.



I practically leaped to the bed and buried my face between Ginny s widely spread legs. As I lapped at her clit and drank in her flowing juices Val continued to finger her friend s pussy. The helpless woman s moans soon told me she was cumming. I added my finger to Val s and we both finger fucked Ginny as I licked and sucked her clit. She thrashed on the bed and struggled against her bindings through several more orgasms. She began to beg me to fuck her. Being unaware of the change in rules I did not despite my desires jump upon her and give into her request.



Well baby are you going to let our guest suffer? She needs that big cock in her hot cunt! Val moaned into my ear.



I raised my head and looked at her incredulously. I suppose I feared that I was being tested. I couldn t believe after all the women we had shared while still single now that we were married Val was going to let me fuck another woman.



She is your birthday present Greg. I know how much you have always wanted to fuck her. Truth is I have wanted to see you fuck her for while. Now pound her cunt good for me baby! Val practically ordered.



Test or no I could not resist the chance I was being given. Val was a great lay. But Ginny was the hottest chick I had ever been in bed with and it had been two years since I had been inside any woman but Val. I kissed Val and then turned my full attention to my present. I climbed up Ginny s writhing body kissing her sweat dampened flesh as I moved up. I paid special attention to her heaving tits. I had always loved suckling her exquisite breasts but I did not tarry there long that night. I locked lips with Ginny as my cock found her gaping wet entrance. My cock easily slid to the hilt as our tongues danced. I began to thrust in and out of her as Val removed the bindings that held Ginny legs. My sexy present wrapped her long legs around my torso and took control of the action. Her thighs squeezed me as she pulled me hard to her body. We ground together our moans becoming an erotic chorus as the sounds escaped around our sloppily kissing lips.



Suddenly I felt and new sensation. Val was between our legs licking my balls and Ginny s sex as I humped my wife s best friend. It was not long before Ginny was cumming again. I soon lost control and erupted inside her cunt. It felt as if all the fluid from my body was being drained into her warm wet canal. I could hear the sounds of Val sucking Ginny s leaking juices from my balls. When my orgasm subsided my wife practically pulled me off of Ginny.



Mmmmmmmm I have always wanted to taste your cum mixed with this hot little slut s juice Val cried as she buried her face between Ginny s leg.



I lay beside them as my wife licked and sucked my cum combined with Ginny s creamy juices from my present s still quivering cunt. After a few minutes Val demanded I eat her pussy. I happily indulged my wife s desires. It was dawn before we finally went to sleep that night. We all came numerous times as we coupled in various ways the rest of the night. Me fucking Ginny became a regular part of our sex life for a time. She dropped out of the game after a couple of years when she got serious with some new guy who was very conservative sexually. That didn t much matter because by that time we had found other partners to join us. All restrictions were gone.



We even started adding other men to the mix usually in the form of another couple. We did some swapping though mostly we only fucked others in the presence of each other. Also though I shared my wife and bed with other men there was never anything more than incidental touching between me and the men. It had never crossed my mind to break that barrier even though I found it exciting to be fucking a woman while watching her husband fuck Val right next to me. I even found it exciting when we occasionally brought a single man home and I watched Val suck his cock. I also ate plenty of cream pies. I just never considered actually touching the other guys. In fact I flatly refused to consider it when Val wondered allowed one night while we were alone about me sucking a cock with her.



I really don t know why the wildness of our sex life began to diminish. I do know that Val was the first one to have an affair completely outside of the marriage. One day she told me that she had met a guy that really pushed her buttons sexually. I of course suggested she invite him over. She explained that he knew she was married and knew that we shared our bed. She also said he was not interested in a threesome and his wife was so straight that she did little more then her absolute marital duty of missionary style sex and that was rare. He had made it clear that he wanted to fuck Val with no strings attached. The truth was I didn t see much difference in that kind of an arrangement then anything else we were doing. I basically gave her my blessing on the condition that if the situation ever came up for me I too could fuck someone else. She happily agreed.



I can t say that the arrangement wasn t exciting to me at first. She would come home and tell me about the sex she had with the guy. It would always result in my getting pretty much anything I wanted from her after she got me hot and horny with her stories. She would suck and lick my cock balls and even ass for as long as I demanded. She would let me fuck her cunt and ass as hard as I liked. There were times she would come home immediately after he fucked her and I would eat his cum from her cunt while she told me what they did. It was an unhappy time for us when he got transferred across the country. I knew that she was fucking other guys after that even though we didn t talk about it anymore. She was searching and not finding his replacement. I began to search for something too. I had several affairs which I never bothered to tell Val about. I was within the new rules. It was emotionless sex. I still loved Val. The other women were just a desperate hunt for the sex life I had once had with my wife.



After a few years of a totally open marriage Val finally broke the only rule we had left. She fell in love with another guy. I think she still loves me but not the way she needs to love me. We became comfortable in our love and ended up friends. Funny thing is this guy whom she now shares her new house with is completely straight-laced. Though she says he is great in bed even a bit wild in private he would never consider anything like the sex life Val and I shared. He claims that Val is only the third woman he has ever slept with. The first was his college sweetheart of many years the second his wife who died a few years ago. He is a nice guy. They are planning to get married and raise his kids together. I on the other hand was still searching for something.



As I stepped out into the sunshine of the city I stood motionless. I didn t really know where I was going. I had the day free and nothing to do. The warm sun felt good the traffic and noise of the city were somehow comforting. It was like I wasn t alone even though I had just been severed from my other half. I decided to walk to my apartment and change into casual clothing. I was going to explore the city that was now my home. As I turned I smacked into a man that was walking along the sidewalk. It turned out to be an acquaintance of some years.



Damn Greg glad you weren t in a fucking car! He exclaimed.



Oh shit sorry Don. I am in a bit of a fog right now. I just signed the final papers I replied quickly as we shock hands.



Don Fielder was a striking man in his mid forties. He kept fit and still had a full head of sandy hair. His green eyes always seemed to sparkle. I am sure if Val and I had met him earlier in our marriage she would have wanted to bring him into our bed. I am not sure if she ever tried or even did fuck him outside our bed. Though he was an acquaintance of mine through a business contact we had both known him socially. He had been to our house a few times and we often saw him at mutual friend s parties. Val and I had made no secret of our breakup so Don knew about our impending divorce.



Sorry buddy. I didn t know today was the day He said sincerely.



No problem. No reason for you to know just another day in the life really. Our marriage has been over for awhile I said with more than a hint of sadness. So who got me in the divorce you I hope? He asked with a big smile.



I will have to check the papers but I will fight her for you I joked back.



We both laughed. My laugh was forced which Don seemed to pick up on.



So what are you doing today? You shouldn t just go brood over shit on your own. I am off today how about I buy you a drink and maybe dinner later? I know what it is like to be newly single He said as he clapped me on the shoulder.



Don had been divorced about three years earlier. I never really knew the particulars. I had never met his ex even though I met him before the divorce.



Well I was going to head to my place and put something more casual on but after that I would be great to have some company I replied.



He asked where my new place was and after I explained he said that his place was on the way. We decided to stop as his apartment so he could change and then go to mine. Between his place and mine we stopped at the liquor store and picked up some libations. Once we got to my place Don made the drinks while I changed. When he handed me my drink he asked if I wanted to smoke a little pot with the drinks. It had been years since I had last gotten stoned and divorce day seemed the perfect day to change that. The pot he had was very potent and we were soon sitting on my sofa laughing our asses off about things that were likely not all that funny.



That day Don and I went from being acquaintances to the beginning of friendship. Over the next several weeks we spent a lot of time together. Sometimes that time included drinks or smoke. Other times we just talked. He helped me a lot with my transition. I began to tell him things I never told anyone. He learned all about my marriage and the sexual adventures Val and I shared. I learned that he was bisexual and that was the reason his marriage failed. She couldn t deal with the idea that he had sexual desires she could not fill even if he denied himself for her.



Oddly I had mixed emotions over his not obviously trying to seduce me. He knew from the way I spoke of my group sex experiences that I had not been interested in guys. So I was grateful and pleased that he didn t try to expand my sexual horizons. At the same time somewhere inside me I felt a bit hurt. I wondered if he wasn t attracted to me. The idea that I actually cared whether a bisexual man was attracted to me was confusing. The fact was that I knew that I had been in bed with bisexual men and I had turned down their advances. I was at least 98% straight I figured. Eating cream pies and enjoying watching a hard cock slip passed Val s lips accounted for the other two percent in my mind. But anyway there I was wondering why this guy who I knew liked sex with men wasn t hitting on me.



That wonder I guess led to more curiosity that I had ever allowed myself about gay sex. It also didn t help that he had talked me into joining his gym and I was regularly seeing him as well as other fit men naked in the locker room sauna and showers. My mind would sometimes wander as I surreptitiously checked out the myriad of cocks that were on display at the gym I had of course seen many man naked when Val and I were swinging but it had been since my early twenties that I had spent much time in a gym locker room. I think knowing about Don s bisexuality must have contributed to my frequently wondering which other men at the gym might be bi or even gay.



After a time some of these thoughts began to invade my sleep. I would dream about men having sex with other men. At first there were no specific faces just cocks asses and lips. Then some guys from the gym began staring in my nighttime porn show. Don popped up occasionally too. I woke up in a cold sweat the first night I made an appearance having sex with a guy or more accurately a cock in my dreams. The dreams continued to escalate and almost always included me and a specific man mostly Don after awhile. About six months after that day at the lawyers I had my first awake gay fantasy. I jerked off while thinking about sixty-nining with Don. I decided that it was my lack of regular female companionship that was fueling my dreams and fantasies. I had tried hookers and casual sex with barflies and a female acquaintance. For whatever reason those encounters hadn t cut it for me. So I allowed myself to continue using my male/male sex curiosity as fodder for my masturbation fantasies.



Through all this time Don had never so much as hinted at us being together. That began to bother me more and more. Finally I decided to ask him why he hadn t hit on me. I invited him to my place after the gym one evening. I thought that a drink or two and maybe a joint would give me the nerve to actually ask a man why he didn t want me to suck his cock. As I fixed the drinks my hands were shaking. I doubted that I would go through with the plan. But then I remembered how good he looked in the shower that afternoon at the gym. Fuck what was I thinking I asked myself trying to rid my mind of the image of my friend naked and covered in soapy lather.



Don was a great looking guy clothes on or off. I had never had trouble recognizing good looks in men. I was aware that I had noticed his looks a bit more especially after seeing his muscular body in the shower the first time. He was well proportioned but not overly muscled or hard. I would even have to say he was cuddly. He had just the right amount soft looking fur on his body so as to look masculine without looking like a wild beast. He could easily have been a nude model. As I handed him his drink he must have noticed that I was acting a bit weird.



What s up Greg? Your fucking hand is shaking like a whore in church He asked with a big sexy smile.



Nothing really just a bit on edge today I guess. You don t happen to have any of that kick ass pot on you by any chance? I lied in reply.



He did have a joint in his pocket which he lit and happily offered to me. After the joint and two drinks I was loosened up enough to ask my question.



Don I have a question that has been kind of festering for a bit. It is a somewhat personal but I think we have become close enough friends that we can talk about most anything I said hesitantly with a bit of a slur.



I agree there shouldn t be anything that we can t discuss. So shoot what s sticking in your craw? He replied with a tell-tale tone that anyone would have taken for inebriation.



Well here it is I been wondering and maybe even a little insulted about you never hitting on me. I mean you clearly like screwing guys. What is it about me am I really that unappealing? I blurted out.



Fuck no you are hot! He nearly shouted and began laughing. Are you really serious that you feel bad because I didn t hit on you? Christ you made it pretty clear you had no interest in cock man. I was just respecting your wishes.



Oh I see. Sorry I should have known that was it. You are a fucking great guy and a really good friend Don. I don t know why I have been feeling bad about something so stupid. Maybe with divorce and not really being able to find the right partner I have just been projecting feelings onto other situations.



No problem Greg. Geez I just wish you would have said something sooner. I hate to think you were feeling bad and keeping it inside. I told you that I was here for you. I really want to help you through all of the shit that goes with divorce. Hell just having you to talk to has been great for me. There aren t many straight guys who I can be so open with you know.

You have helped me to move on. I don t know why I haven t been able to mention these feelings before. I guess I was embarrassed to even care if a guy found me attractive.



You sure there isn t any more to you feelings? Lots of guys are curious you know. It isn t a big deal if you have been having thoughts about sex with guys.



I don t know why but his sincere tone made me open up.



More like dreams I said softly.



Oh fuck I bet there isn t a guy on the planet that hasn t had a dream like that. Most would never admit to it but they all have them.



I don t know Don. I doubt all guys have had dreams like I have been having lately.



Well I don t know what you been dreaming. But I do know that curiosity is natural. Shit you have seen more hard dick than a lot of gay guys even. To top it off you now have a close friend that is into sex with guys. How the hell isn t that going to invade your subconscious at some point? Maybe so but it is in my conscious too.



What do you mean? Are you thinking about trying a walk on the wild side? He asked a bit incredulously.



No no I quickly protested. I haven t been thinking of doing anything for real but I have had awake fantasies about it.



So you been jacking while thinking about dick buddy? He asked with a big smile.



Um yeah I guess I have I answered almost silently.



Don t be embarrassed. Shit more guys than you could imagine have done that. Was it my cock?



Sometimes.



I knew something was happening and if I let it go on my fantasies were likely to become reality. I m flattered.



Oh fuck Don. You know you are a god damn stud! I exclaimed despite myself.



He looked at me funny as if trying to make a decision. Neither of us spoke for a couple of minutes. I because I was desperate to take back calling him a stud. Him I assume because he was contemplating his next move. That move shocked me and changed my life. He put his hand on my thigh and gently squeezed as he leaned over and looked into my eyes.



Greg I think you are fucking hot and if you want to indulge your curiosity I would be thrilled to go to bed with you He said softly. We can go as slow or fast as you want. You chose the limits and if you get to point where you can t continue we will just stop and let it be.



I sighed but was unable to voice an answer. Though I was searching within for the strength to deny my feelings and tell him no I knew I wanted exactly what he had proposed. I wanted to lead him to my bedroom get naked and let him teach me what it was like to make love to a man. I stayed silent trembling as he caressed my thigh through my pant leg.



You ok buddy? He asked after a few minutes. Yes or no I hope this doesn t fuck up our friendship. You are the best bud I have had in a very long time. I really don t want to loose that.



Even as he seemed to be backing off he did not remove his hand from my thigh or lean away. His sparking eyes seemed to be piercing deep into my soul as he stared at me unblinking waiting for an answer. I knew above all that I did not want to loose his friendship. Suddenly it occurred to me that I had to decline sex with him. If it went bad or I hated the experience I didn t know if our friendship could survive.



Yeah I am ok. But I don t know if it is a good idea for us to go any further here. Honestly I am curious about the whole guy sex thing. I have to admit I find you very attractive. I have noticed guys before and as you say I have seen my share of hard dicks. But you are the first I ever let myself get really attracted to. I just don t want to screw up a great friendship with a little screwing around.



No reason to reason that a little exploration has to ruin our friendship He said with a smile that would melt the polar ice cap.



Then he slid his hand up my thigh as he moved his face slowly toward mine. Discovering my cock was almost fully erect seemed to be his cue to press the situation. I felt the slight stubble of a day s growth of bead as our cheeks brushed. I made no protest as he pressed his lips softly against mine and squeezed my trouser bulge gently. His tongue touched my lips and I opened them to let him in. I was making out and being felt up by a man for the first time. Butterflies were doing a circus act in my stomach as his tongue teased mine into joining in a sloppy erotic dance. After several minutes of passion filled kissing he pulled back.



Shall we get more comfortable and continue or do you want to stop? He asked in what I thought was the sexiest voice I had ever heard.



I stood up and took his hand and led him toward my bedroom.



I don t think I am going to want to stop until morning. But please promise me no matter what comes tomorrow we will still be friends I said as we stepped through the door of my bedroom.



No worries I will always be your friend Greg He said as he pulled me into his arms.



This time as we kissed standing just inside my bedroom he began to fumble with my belt and zipper. Soon my pants were in a heap at my ankles. We both kicked off our shoes and I stepped free of the rumpled cloth. His mouth muffled my cry of pure pleasure as he slipped a hand into my underwear and began gently caressing my cock. His touch was amazing. He was gentle but at the same time handled my dick with a firmness that no woman ever had. To my surprise he fell to his knees as he yanked my underwear down. I was standing there in just a polo shirt with my hard twitching cock inches from another man s face. I felt like I might cum from the sheer excitement. He caressed me from the tip of my cock to the base of my heavy balls with his warm wet tongue.



I had never felt more wanted in my life. His tongue and fingers danced all over my cock and scrotum sending waves of pleasure through my body. When he took me into his mouth for the first time my knees nearly buckled. I had to steady myself by gripping his shoulders. My action encouraged him and he took me deeper. I felt his nose press into my pubic hair as my cock head slide into his throat. Few women had ever taken me that deep and none had ever done it so fast and smoothly. After several minutes of being deep throated I knew I would cum if I did not stop him. For whatever reason I was not ready for an orgasm to interrupt and perhaps end our encounter. I pulled him away and told him that I needed to relax. He stood up and we kissed again. Then I suggested we get in bed.



I stripped off my shirt and he stripped off his clothes. Once in bed we embraced each other fully intertwining our naked bodies as we kissed deeply. I felt a hard cock rub on my flesh for the first time and found it extremely erotic. We rolled around on the bed kissing and rubbing against each other.



I want to try sucking you I said nervously in a shaky voice.



He smiled and told me to relax as he gently caressed my cheek while looking deep into my eyes. Somehow he sensed my fear and insecurity.



Just go slow. Let it come naturally to you He half whispered half moaned.



His words were both assuring and commanding. He carefully guided my face to his well toned chest. I nuzzled and kissed his firm pecs surprised that the soft fur covering his skin did not turn me off. I found his left nipple and tentatively licked the hard little nub that set proudly amid a dark smooth circle. The lack of fur around his nipple was in stark contrast to the rest of his flesh. I began to suckle him as if his small tit was a full feminine breast. His moans told me he enjoyed having his nipples sucked. I moved my lips to the other side and he took hold of my hand. He guided my fingers to his free nipple as I sucked on his manly chest. He used his fingers to show me that he liked having his nipples squeezed. I soon found out he like having them bitten also.



After at least fifteen minutes of my licking sucking squeezing and biting his man tits I felt him push my head. I was being given new instruction. He wanted me to move lower. By that point I had completely given over control to him. I kissed my way down his abdomen. His abs were not as hairy as his chest but there was a clear trail of fur leading me to his hard thick cock. Suddenly I felt an urgency to get his tool into my mouth. But he did not allow me to neglect any part of the trail. As I tried to skim over his stomach to get to his tool he took hold of my head and commanded me to slow down. Only guessing what he wanted I nuzzled and nibbled his flesh. His contented sounds and releasing of my head told me I had guessed correctly. Though in great shape his abs were not rock hard and I rather enjoyed the little bit of middle aged softness in his belly.



I became more adventurous and slipped my tongue into his small belly button. He giggled and reached for my head again. He caressed me as I continued to tease his navel with the tip of my tongue. I was struggling with my urge to move on and suck his cock. Two separate desires were battling within me. I wanted my first taste of dick and I wanted to do as Don commanded. Fortunately he soon gave me new orders.



Greg are you ready to taste cock? He asked in a stern tone I had never heard him use before.



Mmmm Hmmmmm I mumbled into his flesh.



Good then you may lick my dick head! He barked.



My entire body tingled when he gave me permission to taste his cock in such a commanding tone. I was experiencing two new sexual kinks at the same time. I was having gay sex and being submissive. I moved down a bit and lifted his already dripping cock up. I sort of examined it for a minute which caused my new lover to bark another command.



I said lick my cock!



His words were accompanied by a gentle swat on my exposed ass. I quickly moved my mouth to his dick and ran my tongue around his cock head. I was startled by the feel of his spongy flesh against my tongue. While his shaft felt like steel in my hand his cock head felt almost like velvet against my tongue. I began to lick wildly lapping up his dripping precum in the process. I had imagined that tasting a man s fluid would be unpleasant but to the contrary I enjoyed the slightly salty sticky treat Don fed me. More commands came and were followed. First I was told to lick his shaft which I did with wild enthusiasm. Next he wanted his balls licked and then sucked. By the time his cock and balls were thoroughly covered with my saliva I was hooked on cock. I wanted him in my mouth and was ready to beg him to allow me to suck his dick. His next order took me completely off guard.



Lick my asshole baby! He said as he raised his legs up to expose his hairy hole.



I had licked many women there. But when faced with his hairy musky male asshole in my face I hesitated. That hesitation got me my first true sexual spanking.



I told you to fucking lick my asshole bitch! He yelled in an angry tone. I guess I need to teach you how to do as you are fucking told.



His tone and commanding words both surprised and oddly thrilled me. I don t know how he knew that I would respond positively to such treatment and didn t really care at the time. All I knew was that I was very excited and ready for whatever he chose to do next. He grabbed my hair and yanked my head up forcing me to look in his eyes.



Bad little boys get spanked! I think maybe that is what you need He growled.



I thought I might cum just from seeing the look in his eyes. In one motion he sat up and pulled me partially over his lap. His hard cock pressed into my body as my cock was smashed between the bed and my body. His first whack stung. It was not gentle like the playful smack he had given me earlier. It was that smack and my reaction to it that he later told me had signaled him to go further with the S and M play. His hand came down hard repeatedly on my ass. I could feel the heat building even through the stinging. Even more so I could feel my sexual excitement growing. Each slap on my ass caused my cock to rub against the soft sheets. I was on the verge of cumming from being spanked. Somehow I knew that would displease Don and I fought hard to control my natural urges. Fortunately he stopped just as I was certain I could not hold off any longer. He told me to get up and go look at what I had made him do to me. I reluctantly left the bed and went to view my ass in my large bureau mirror. I was bright red from my upper thighs to just below my back. He lay there smiling as he watched me awkwardly examining my well spanked ass in the mirror.



So you ready to do as you are told Greg? He asked casually.



I was truly ready to honor any order he made and quickly answered yes adding a sir at the last second on impulse. His smile seemed to widen when I called him sir.



Ok get over here and kneel by the bed He said.



I almost ran to the bed side and dropped to my knees. Then he turned over and rose up on his knees with his head down. His ass was presented to me. His hairy hole practically demanded my attention. Though I knew what I was to do I obediently awaited orders. I didn t have to wait long.



Now spread my cheeks and lick my asshole really well like a good slut bitch! He barked.



I did not hesitate this time. I took hold of his buttocks and pulled them apart fully exposing his hole. I dove in and began to lick his hole with all the gusto I had once reserved for licking cunt. He wiggled and pushed back and moaned as I lustfully pleasured his hole with my tongue.



Push that tongue in me! He barked.



For the first time in my life I actually had my tongue inside another person s ass. While licking pussy I had strayed a bit and licked a few anuses but I had never actually tongue fucked anyone s ass. But there I was obediently pushing my tongue as deep as I could into Don s hairy asshole. My first sexual contact with another male was far from anything I had fantasized. His continued demands and demeaning name calling heightened my excitement. For that moment I was his slut to command and my cock was responding by jerking and dancing between my legs as my tongue dove in and out of his asshole.



Now suck my balls bitch! He roared.



I quickly moved my mouth to his large low hanging hairy sack. His balls were much larger than mine and covered in fur. I could only take one in my mouth at a time and even that made breathing somewhat difficult. As I sucked one of his eggs and then the other my nostrils filled with his heavy musky male scent. I struggled for oxygen gasping each time I released one ball and took in the other. I was sure he knew I was struggling but he showed no compassion. Instead ordering me take his entire nut sack into my mouth. Though I tried it was impossible. After several failed attempts I felt his foot on my chest. His strong leg sent me sprawling backward and ended up on my back. He turned and pounced upon me. His knees pressed to my shoulders pinning me to the plush carpet. His large hard cock was in my face. The head of his huge member looked almost angry bouncing around leaking a stream of clear fluid.



Lick it you little bitch! He groaned as he slapped my face with his dick. I hope you do a better job of cock sucking than you did with my balls.



I stuck my tongue out and licked the sticky precum from his cock head. Without any further commands I began to lick up and down his bobbing shaft. He was turning me into a cock whore and I was reveling in the experience. I didn t have long to enjoy the moment. He grabbed his cock and told me to open wide. I was about to get what I had done to many women a face fucking. He reached under my neck and lifted my head up with one hand while guiding his cock to my mouth with the other. Despite my helpless position and the fact that I was offering no objection or resistance he did not just rape my mouth as I feared. At first he only pushed a bit of cock past my lips. As he allowed me to become accustom to having his fat cock in my mouth he gave me instructions. He patiently taught me how to suck and use my tongue as he slowly fed me more of his dick.



He stopped when he felt me gag and told me how to relax and let his cock go deeper. It took awhile but he managed to get his cock into my throat for a second or two at a time without me puking on him. When he asked me if I was ready to taste my first load of cum after twenty minutes of having my face fucked all I could do was nod yes. He instructed me to suck on his cock head as he jerked his twitching dick into my mouth. When he came it felt as if I had turned a powerful drinking fountain too hard. My mouth was flooded with thick salty goo. I had to swallow to avoid choking. I had never seen a man cum so long or offer up so much spunk. Still I swallowed every drop.



When he finally stopped feeding me he slid down my body and devoured my dick. No woman had ever given me such an enthusiastic blow job. Nor had any ever been able to control my orgasm the way he did. Every time I felt myself reaching the brink he somehow brought me back from the edge. My need to cum continued to grow and he continued to deny me the release. I learned the true meaning of the phrase agony and ecstasy. I had never felt so much pleasure or so much need. After what seemed an eternity my desire to cum was almost torture. Don had gone from demanding Master to incredible lover. When he paused and spoke I saw that he had completely transformed from a dominant beast to a docile bottom.



He looked into my eyes and said softly I think you are ready to fuck me now baby. You ready for some man pussy Greg?



I was nearly in shock over the way he had changed. After practically being raped by my friend he was now offering up his ass. Offering it in a way that clearly indicated he wanted our roles reversed. Without waiting for my response he ran into the living room and grabbed his gym bag. He fished out a condom and a tube of lube as he gave me a wink. All I could think of was the boy scouts and always being prepared. He put the condom on my aching cock in a tender way. He bent and kissed my balls before moving to the bed. He sat on the edge and rolled onto his back. He spread his legs as if putting his hole on display for me.



Come fuck me good baby. I want that hot cock in my cunt! He moaned as he began to lube his puckered anus.



I stood and walked over to him. The look in my eyes must have told him I had no idea what to do.



Baby no worries. I am experienced and my ass is almost ready after that great tongue fuck. Just open me a bit with your fingers and then fuck me like you would fuck some slut s pussy. I guarantee I will be the best cunt you ever had He said in an incredibly sexy tone.



I took the lube from him and finger fucked him until he told me he was ready. He told me to coat my dick in lube and then he grabbed his ankles. He was wide open and fully exposed. His smile and sparkling eyes told me he really wanted a good hard fuck. I guided my sheathed tool to his slightly gaping hole. I pressed my cock head to his pucker and popped into him. It was and was not similar to fucking pussy. He was as tight as the tightest cunt I had ever felt but at the same time he seemed easily able to take my slow invasion. Since I had a condom on I could only guess that he was not as wet or fleshy inside as a woman. Before I got all the way in he began demanding that I fuck him hard.



Come on baby fuck my pussy like you mean it! He cried out.



That was all it took for me to set aside all caution. I began to ram my cock in and out of his loosening hole. His rectum cradled and squeezed my cock with each thrust. His control over those muscles reminded me of the most talented female pussy I had ever experience. As I fucked him and moved ever closer to orgasm his cock once again came to life. By the time I exploded into the condom deep in his ass his cock was almost fully erect again. However when my cock had shrunk and I could no longer thrust into him he gently rejected my offer to give him relief.

You have given me enough for now. Let s just lay back and enjoy the moment He said as he stretched out on the bed and beckoned me to come cuddle up with him.



Suddenly I felt very awkward and unsure of the situation. Even after having gone so far into the sex with a guy at that moment I felt more like fleeing than any else. My best friend was lying naked asking me to cuddle up with him after first treating me like cock whore and then demanding I fuck his male pussy. I felt a bit sick. Had I been at his house I am sure I would have grabbed my clothes and bolted. But we were in my bedroom and he was in my bed. I felt more naked and exposed then I had ever been in my life as I stood there naked with a condom full of cum at my feet looking at a naked man I had just let treat me like a fucking sissy. I couldn t speak and I definitely was not going to simply climb into bed and snuggle up with my hairy friend. I suppose the look on my face coupled with my lack of response to his invitation was enough communication for Don.



You ok buddy? You want me to leave. Oh shit.. He said before I stopped him from going further.



I am not sure what I am right now. But I don t want you to go. Maybe we could cover up our cocks and go in the other room have a drink and um talk I replied shyly as I looked around for my under shorts.



Sure Greg sounds like a good idea. I just thought you seemed ok with everything He said nervously as he slipped out of my bed.



I did not respond to his obvious desire to know what I was thinking as far as having just sucked and fucked my first guy. We settled on just putting on our underwear and headed for the living room. I got us a couple of beers and purposely chose a chair rather than joining him on the sofa. This time he was the one with the odd look on his face. He was clearly disappointed that I was distancing myself from him physically. I smiled at him trying to reassure him that I was not rejecting him altogether. I didn t know exactly what I was doing. I just knew that I needed to sort out my feelings before I could be physically close to him again.



So He started as I took a long pull on my beer.



Don we are too close to fuck around I began. I have been thinking about having sex with you for awhile. I guess the truth is I set today up with a plan for that happening. I never expected exactly what happened to occur and well the sex was amazing but I have to say right now everything feels fucking weird as shit. Whatever made you think to get into that S and M stuff? Do you do that a lot?



Greg it isn t surprising you feel weird. Hell you ve been a big straight fucker all your life. Kinkier than most straight guys but still even with other guys in your bed you never touched them. You got some thoughts you acted on them and you liked sucking cock and fucking my hairy ass. Got to feel at least a little weird He said very sympathetically.



Yeah sure I suppose I didn t expect everything to be crystal clear after day. But I don t know fuck! I liked being spanked and shit that really freaks me out.



Man you were in the moment. You like kinky sex. You had a new experience but it doesn t have to mean you are now a pussy boy or something He said with a totally disarming smile.



But how did you know I would be into it?



I didn t and it isn t a regular part of my life. I guess I felt your nervousness and thought maybe my acting that way would help get you passed your doubts.



No way you just made that up as you went along. You fucking were too good at playing the master!



No I have done it before.



He went on to explain about a former lover he had who was a total submissive in bed and life. Don had learned the role of dominant to please the guy. The relationship ultimately collapsed because while Don enjoyed the role sexually it wasn t really who he was. His lover wanted to be a 24 hour a day seven day a week sub. Don could not handle the pressure and grew tired of seeking certain things from others. His lover of course would not fuck him and as he told me he is more bottom than top anally. After a year dildos were no longer enough to scratch his itch. He brought others into their bed. His lover did not object because he was just there for Don s sexual pleasure. Even when sent to the other room while the additional men fucked his master the man never complained. As Don told it that simply led to more depravity. He began to push his lover s limits to relieve the tedium and pressure of being constantly in charge. He never found the true limit of what the guy would do for him. He ended it with a great deal of regret after realizing he didn t like what he was becoming.



When he finished the story there were tears on his cheek. Even if he weren t my best friend I do not know if I could have resisted comforting him. I went to the sofa sat beside him and took him into my arms. We remained in a tight embrace for some time without speaking. He was the first to break the silence.



I am sorry I did that to you. I should have known that the gay sex alone would be enough to confuse you. There was no need to add things for you to wonder about.



Fuck no reason to be sorry. Though I don t think I would want a regular dose of that treatment I did like it. Hell you may have been right. I might well have chickened out if you hadn t barked at me and then made it clear I had no choice.



You know you had a choice. I would never disrespect you saying no.



I know.



At that point our lips met. Soon I was lying on top of him. Our hardening dicks ground together though our underwear as our tongues battled passionately. We soon lost the underwear and moved to a sixty-nine position. I did not hesitate or feel awkward as he licked and sucked me while I fellated him. We drained each other s balls at nearly the same exact moment. I happily slurped down all the cum he offered up. We still didn t cuddle afterwards. I don t know if I wasn t ready to cross that final line or what but it didn t feel right. Which looking back I find very odd. You see we remained naked as we drank several more beers. It was several weeks before we went to bed together again. It took a lot of talking and soul searching for me to reconcile my mixed emotions. Don was incredibly patient and supportive. He never pushed and the BDSM play never happened again.



I know you might be expecting for this story to end with me declaring that I discovered that I am gay and fell in love with Don and we are now lovers. The truth is that we have had many sexual encounters over the years and remain close friends. I do not know how to classify myself sexually. I suppose I am bi since I enjoy having sex with Don and have even had some limited contact with other guys during subsequent three or more-somes usually limited to letting a guy suck me which really seems to turn on some women. I have never sought out another guy or been alone sexually with any man other than Don. He is the only man I have ever kissed or likely ever will. He has been married for several years now to a woman that understands and accepts his bisexuality. She knows me and knows that I am the only man Don has sex with. I on the other hand have remained happily single. I currently have a long term open live-in relationship with a sexy swinging partner. She too knows about Don but we don t share him.

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Birthday Presents

Daniel stretched out his legs in the chase lounge on the back porch of the suburban Dallas house. He sipped slowly from the Miller beer bottle in his left hand. The high speed fan blades hummed blowing an artificial wind through the porch that helped counteract the Texas heat.



Water is better I said holding my tall glass of the cold liquid.



I m celebrating he replied.



Just turned 21 the five ten muscular young man was having attention lavished upon him that day by family members and me.



Several other people mingled at the house. Some were family. Others were friends.



Daniel s older brother Ron age 24 had just come from his own apartment with his girlfriend Cheryl. The two sat in plastic chairs next to each other.



Ron bore a resemblance to his father in height and facial features including eye color.



Daniel bore resemblance to his mom. Blue eyes an upper lip that angled sharply down to the corners and yellow blond hair to the base of his ears cut a handsome figure.



Hey Ron he said to his brother. What s happening?



I sold the bike.



How much did you get for it?



$1400 he said.



The bike A Kawasaki Vulcan 750 had been around for a couple of years. Ron had driven it to his job and enjoyed pleasure cruising.



What made you sell it?



I needed the money to fix the truck.



The alternator had gone in the pickup truck. The price of a new one would have seriously dented Ron s finances. He would not have sold the Kawasaki except in emergency.



Ron and I have a birthday gift for you said the tall lean red haired girl. She handed Dan a flat box wrapped in green paper.



Thanks he said.



Ron and his girlfriend knew Daniel s taste as well as anyone could know it. The younger brother liked a jersey with a number and player s name on the back.



Daniel tore open the wrap while Ron Cheryl and I watched. I anticipated his reaction.



He held the two tone blue Dallas Mavericks replica basketball jersey against his body. An ardent fan of the game who played constantly by the driveway his reaction was expected.



This is great!



Daniel and I had been lovers for the past year. During that time there had always been tension caused by the fear of being discovered opposed by the desire to show affection for each other. Both of us went to pains to hide our feelings to never look directly at one another when others were there.



Earlier that morning I had kissed him lightly on his lips then withdrew quickly. A slap on my buttocks after I drew back excited me. No one was there to witness that display of affection.



It was time to talk time to voice our concerns.



I want to come out all the way out.



Me too I replied but a little at a time.



Steve are you out to anyone?



No I replied I should start with my brother Todd. If anyone can understand it would be him.



There was year between my brother and I. Sure we had our sibling rivalry but that had ended with maturity. In short we were close. He had a habit of teasing me about my friendships. He once referred to Dan as my partner in the homosexual sense of the word even though I had never admitted to having sex.



Todd a sociable type walked into the porch while Ron Daniel Cheryl and I were there. He was an instant hit with Ron and Cheryl.



Todd and Ron engaged in a long chat about motorcycles. A great fan of the Harley Davidson since his senior year high school my brother still enjoyed riding it. He would take great care to maintain his bike in new condition. Specs interested both of them.



Daniel and I shared a common interest in basketball. The hoop at the end of the driveway had been much used. He had been wearing the Dallas Mavericks jersey since opening it moments earlier.



In conservative Texas one didn t admit to being homosexual. The prevailing attitudes that homosexuality is an abomination and that gays were all fairies combined to worsen our problem. It didn t help either that we both grew up in families on the religious right.



Still I wanted to come out. He also wanted that. The only issue open to discussion was the extent.



Daniel s birthday party had broken up leaving the two of us the opportunity to talk in private. We walked way out to the back yard and sat under a shade tree.



The shit would hit the fan I said.



Then things will calm down after a while he replied.



Good point I replied but I can barely work up the courage to tell Todd never mind the whole world.



I could not help but wonder where my boyfriend found his courage to come out. He didn t seem to worry about the humor at his expense or the labels on him.



I m just tired of having to be so careful.



Me too I said.



We tell everyone all at once then we don t worry about being caught kissing.



There s another worm can. I d worry about being beaten to death.



Steven you re so negative!



I don t think I d like being called a fairy or a queer boy.



Let them talk he said.



I had never been afraid of a one on one fight. My gut told me that a fight with a gay basher would never be one on one. Muscle would not be enough to save me.



Despite my fear of bigots I had shed my inhibitions to sex with Daniel. As the sky darkened bringing to a close the day of his 21st birthday I pulled his body close to mine. Our lips pressed together.



He withdrew the kiss only to put it on my neck. A second kiss followed then a third. Our mouths came together again this time opening and letting tongue lick tongue.



Passions burned as we walked back to the house holding hands. I m going to fuck you good sweetheart!



I know I said. A wide grin came to my lips.



The Apple computer in Daniel s bedroom a model with wireless internet bookmarked his favorite sights. PIctures of naked male models having sex in various positions came up quickly. Daniel and I watched while he opened one after another.



The videos and still pictures had put us in the mood quickly. My boyfriend eased me onto my back on the bed. He pulled off my pants and my briefs. I lay with my legs pulled back over my upper body taking Daniel s sex deep inside me. He pumped me slowly.

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Friends til the End Ch. 02

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CH. 2



Finals came and went. Okay not really they came consumed our lives and ruined relationships and then went. Either way it was all worth it now that school was done with…forever. Okay once again not forever but for a few short months until Kyle and I go off to UCLA. We made it! It turns out Zihlman didn t give any crap to Kyle for his paper so in essence I didn t really need to help him with it a few weeks ago and the whole embarrassing incident could ve been avoided. Although bitching about it now doesn t really do much the damage has been done. The funny thing is that Kyle doesn t seem fazed at all. He stills jokes with me about being gay (that fucking bitch Missy) but what teenage boys don t joke about each others sexual orientation? Honest to God at Thurgood Hey fag was the new What s up? Anyway he never brought up the incident again and he certainly doesn t treat me any differently. It s like it never happened. Me on the other hand I m completely baffled. I don t know what this means. Am I gay? I don t think I am… I find women attractive yet am unable to have sex with them. I chalk it up to just being so emotionally connected to the guy I mean he s been my best friend for 15 years and I had just ended my relationship with Missy (or so it seems) so I figured my mind was just on sensory overload and reacted like any healthy male teenager would ve reacted if someone was rubbing against his package. Right? Right.



I didn t want to sit around the house for the few months I had off and wallow in my sexual confusion so I decided to get a job at Palms the local recreational center working as a Tennis Instructor s Assistant . This title in itself was odd I mean why does a tennis instructor need an assistant? Regardless the pay was great (for someone just out of high school) and I d be surrounded by excellent sports facilities that I had full access to.



Is there a racquetball court there?



Yes.



A swimming pool?



Duh.



A sauna?



Yes damn it. They have everything there.



Okay okay. Keep your dick in your pants…please.



Fuck you asshole.



Once again Kyle s ribbing had gotten the best of me. I had just finished my training and was in a lousy mood. This walk home was gonna be a long one if it continued this way.



So I mean why the hell did you take a Tennis Instructor s Assistant job? When was the last time you actually played tennis? Freshman year?



Hey! I was pretty good at tennis. Obviously if there had been a wrestling-related job I would ve gone for it. I guess they needed someone quickly and since I have a lot of experience in sports they figured I was their best bet. Besides it s $13.50 an hour and I get to ogle the goodies on all the tennis chicks.



Shit you know I ll be visiting you twenty-four seven.



I don t think Jenna would like that very much.



He shot me a nervous glance.



I m just fucking with you! He nervously chuckled. Don t tell Jenna I said that.



I couldn t hold back the snort of laughter that came out.



I m not kidding man! She s become so damn possessive of me ever since she found out I wasn t going to USC. She won t let me go anywhere without her and she makes me call every hour on the hour. Hell she damn near ripped my head off when I told her I was gonna meet you at Palms and find out how your interview went. She swore I was meeting my whore on the side .



Pfft. And you said I was whipped when I was with Missy.



I shuddered at the sound of her name.



After about 10 minutes of brisk walking we arrived at Buster s the local pizza and beer joint. The fact that we were only 19 didn t stop us from enjoying alcoholic beverages. Since Kyle had been a part time employee there since he was 14 we pretty much had full access to the bar and Kyle s rapport with Vince the manager gave us plenty of benefits.



We sat down at our usual corner table with its gaudy plaid tablecloth and worn-out red leather booth seats.



Kenny we ll take the usual! Kyle screamed across the way. So what s up with you and her? Is it really over?



Missy? Uh…YEAH. She s a damn psycho. And a nympho. I can t keep up.



I heard she s been asking about you. You know what you re up to and if you re working.



I hadn t spoken with her since that fateful day in the bathroom. I didn t even give her the obligatory hug at our graduation. It s not that I hated her I mean you couldn t really hate someone who looked like she does but rather I felt that our relationship had ran its course and it was simply someone else s turn.



Who cares? The only thing I miss is my Letterman jacket I left in her room. That thing cost me a mint.



Here you go guys. Two Buds and a cheese pizza.



A young handsome guy had come over and placed down the deliciously greasy pizza.



Thanks man replied Kyle. I haven t seen you around here? You new?



Yeah actually. My family just moved from Yuma and my dad s a good friend of Vince s so he hooked me up with a job as a menial pizza-serving waiter. The name s Corey.



Good to meet you we both rang in unison.



My name s Kyle and this is Adam.



I nodded in acknowledgement.



I myself am a menial waiter here Kyle added.



Oh sorry man. I didn t mean to offend—



—Ha! You didn t offend me man I know how it is. I ve been working here since I was 14.



At this point their conversation was drowned out. I saw lips moving but heard no words I was too busy drinking in Corey. He too was rather tall. I would say 6 2 . His short spiky jet-black hair seemed groomed to perfection. His eyebrows were handsomely thick and perfectly complemented his icy-blue eyes. His square jaw was hypnotizing so defined and cut like it was carved out of a slab of marble. And those lips so full and thick perfectly paired with a mouthful of perfect teeth that he was constantly flashing and his face was only the beginning. That prominent Adam s apple tight pecs what was sure to be washboard abs beneath his thin cotton t-shirt damn-near perfects calves and a fairly large bulge in his khaki board shorts—Wait. What?? What the hell is wrong with me?? What am I doing? Shit. I m staring at the guy like he s some hot chick. Maybe I should ve taken the number of that therapist my mom wanted me to see.



So what do you think Ad?



The question brought me back from my eye-raping session with Corey.



Huh?



Shit man are you thinking about Eldridge s tits again?



This too was a long-running joke that we had going. Mrs. Eldridge –being our 56 year old Government teacher—had tits that she could damn near trip over.



You re sick asshole.



What I was saying was if you d be able to get Corey into that fancy tennis class of yours.



Uh well I don t know. I haven t even met the instructor yet and I think it would be kinda presumptuous to bring someone in and insist that they be enrolled. I mean I ll try and bring it up after I get to know the guy.



Aw come on I m sure if you just you know do him a favor he ll let Corey in aces.



I felt the blood rushing to my face and go all the way to the tips of my ears. I was damn near about to slam his face into the greasy untouched pizza on the table when I saw Corey smirk. I know that smirk. That s the I Know What You re Talkin About smirk.



I tried to think up a quip as fast as my brain would operate.



Oh yeah? I m sure if you…You re the…



Yeah yeah. Too slow. Whatever.



I slumped back in my chair a sign of resignation and defeat. I had been thoroughly embarrassed and beaten. Corey hung around for another minute or two before Kenny yelled for him to get his GQ-looking ass over here and give the paying customers their pizza.



Corey said his See ya later s and I nodded in acknowledgement yet again. He started to walk away when suddenly I felt the urge to yell I m not actually gay by the way!



Oh. God.



Kyle starts howling with laughter and a few other customers snicker. Corey only flashes his perfect smile and salutes me. It s official: I m a damn idiot. Not only was I embarrassed but now I was pissed. People were going to start believing this shit.



Once Corey was out of sight and I stopped receiving weird glances from the patrons in Busters I reached across the table and punched Kyle square in the arm.



OW! What was that for?!?



As if he didn t know.



Dude what the fuck?! That was humiliating!



Chill man we re all men here he said as he finally took a swig of his beer and rubbed the sore spot on his arm.



I felt like that kid in elementary school. You know the one I m talking about. The teacher asks a question and the kid is so sure he has the right answer so he just yells it out before some other greedy kid gets a chance to but then realizes that he s wrong once all the other kids start laughing at him. It s a bad feeling.



Whatever. You re an ass.



I got up to leave and threw a crumpled $10 bill on the table. Kyle was unfazed as usual.



See you after work tomorrow?



Fuck off.



Cool. I ll pick you up at 6.



Kyle was smiling and so was I as I pushed through the dingy double glass doors. He is an ass but he knows I ll forgive him for pretty much anything.



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I was halfway home when it started to rain so I had to run a few blocks to avoid catching a cold. I arrived at the front door panting and sweating even though it was raining out.



Mom! Ben! Anyone home?



I assumed they were still at the parent-teacher conference meeting.



Ben had been having problems socializing with other kids for as long as I can remember. I blame my dad for that. The asshole left my mom when she was 7 months pregnant with Ben and when he was born she never had the chance to properly socialize him due to the fact that she was working 2 jobs and going to night school. I keep telling Ben that it s just because he s so damn smart like Stephen Hawking or something– except for the whole wheelchair and robot-voice box thing—which is why he s always separating himself his brilliance gives him the right to be highly selective with friends.



I ran upstairs and kicked off my wet tan chinos and threw my not-so-white Ralph Lauren shirt in the hamper. This was my only nice outfit . The outfit I wore to job interviews weddings funerals school dances and the like.



I turned on the shower and ran back into my bedroom for my dirty little vice. I jogged over to my CD rack grabbed my Motley Crue CD opened the case and pulled my George Michael: Greatest Hits CD from its deceptive cover and pop it into the boombox in the bathroom. If anyone found out about this I could kiss my so-called heterosexual title goodbye.



I put it on track 09 Faith and stupidly jumped into the shower before testing the water one more.



MOTHERFUCKER that s cold!



After promptly turning up the hot water I tried to sing along with George as I did my best to dance in my tiny shower.



Well I need someone to hold me but I ll wait for something more–



I stopped and realized how gay I m acting at this moment so I immediately quit singing and just stood there. I need to stop this.



I squeezed out a huge dollop of Herbal Essences and started massaging my scalp. I closed my eyes and a groan of contentment escaped my throat. I began to think about work but I couldn t seem to focus. I kept thinking about the embarrassment at Buster s the people snickering and Corey s knowing smirk. His smirk…his perfect teeth his washboard abs.



I don t know what came over me but it felt like the blood was draining from one head to the other. My fingers wrapped around my filling cock and I slowly began to jerk off. Corey s body…Those blue blue eyes…those muscular arms…My breathing became faster. My hand was becoming a blur on my now rock-hard cock. He s on his knees in front of me…he grabs my ass and puts my steel cock inches away from his lips…he licks the sweet nectar dripping from me…My knees began to shake and I felt that all familiar feeling in my balls. He swallows me whole and I can feel my dick hitting the back of his throat…I grab his head and begin fucking it relentlessly…he groans in pleasure and slaps my ass in encouragement… Oh baby I love your cock… I want you to fuck me all night long… I want your cock up my tight little ass and I want you to come inside of me …I couldn t hold back anymore. Ropes of hot thick semen sprayed the shower wall and I had to grab the soap tray as my knees buckled so I didn t crack my head open if I actually collapsed. My legs wouldn t stop trembling and my chest was still heaving as I slowly sat down in the tub. The hot water from the showerhead was getting a little bit colder but I didn t care.



That was the most intense jerk-off session that I ve ever had. And it was…thinking of a man. Holy shit. I am gay.



I can t be. I CAN T be.



The hot water had run out but I couldn t seem to get myself to get out of the tub.



After what seemed to be hours I finally got out turned off the boombox wrapped a towel around my waist and gave myself a long hard look in the mirror and said it.



I m gay.



Nothing.



Hi I m a homosexual!



I m an idiot.



I think about naked men and jerk off in my shower!



I actually let out a giggle at this.



Jesus Adam. What s wrong with you? I say to myself.



Walking out of the bathroom I feel like I ve had some sort of epiphany some sort of progress towards my sexual orientation declaration. But there s only one way to be sure of it: the Internet! Oh come on with all the reliable research to be done (gay porn websites hours of cyber-sex online communities that hook you up with literally thousands of willing participants that want nothing more than to help you get your rocks off etc.) the internet would definitely help me solidify my ambiguous existence.





The computer made some sort of odd whirring noise as it booted up.



Piece of shit. Thanks again dad for the only thing you gave me a 1991 IBM. Bastard.



After about 15 minutes of odd noises the computer finally logged me onto the world wide web.



Where to start? Where to start?



Gay porn? Too intense. Might scare me off. Local hook-ups? Way too intense. I may be ready to think about naked men but I don t know if I can actually see them.



I figure I should start off with what every other 12-48 year old pervert was doing:



Cyber-sex it is.



I couldn t get the clap from a little dirty talk with some willing participants and I wasn t afraid of being discovered.



I clicked on the little Chat icon and a whole new window popped up. What the hell is all this? Gay Bears Chat ? Gay Twinks Chat ? S&M Gay Chat? Who knew that being gay had so many different options?



After poring the long list of possible chat rooms I stumbled upon a surprising Chat Room Title and actually laughed when I read it: Am I gay? Chat You ve gotta be shitting me. It s a sign right?



Here goes nothing. The double click of the mouse opens up a new window where there are already several different conversations going on.



UnReAlBoDy17 says he s having wet dreams about men in bicycle shorts.



Sk8rBoi87 says he gets weird feelings down there when he looks at this guy in his Chemistry class.



Who are these people? Since I don t feel the need to put out any more sexual ambiguity I type what I see as basic information .



AJD195: 19/m/Los Angeles



Within a matter of seconds I m barraged by several instant messages all with messages akin to How big is your cock? or Are you a top or bottom? and Do you use any toys?



I dig through the IMs and find a seemingly innocuous one from someone called BBallerChris.



BBallerChris: Hey how s it going?



AJD195: Good thx. And u?



BBallerChris: Good. Thx. So u r having a hard time figuring out if ur gay?



AJD195: Kinda. I had a weird experience with my close friend a few months ago and I keep thinking about this one guy s body. It s really weirding me out.



BBallerChris: O. I c. Well I think I can help you.



AJD195: O yeah? How?



BBallerChris: Well if you don t want 2 burn in the fiery pitz of hell you ll stop thinking about sucking cok you dirty lil fagot.



What the hell? A religious fanatic who uses AIM talk and misspells such key words as cock and faggot ? Just my luck.



I guess trying the chat rooms was a mistake. I quickly close the IM and the chat box. To hell with it. I glance over at my bed and it s looking unbelievably comfy to me. I throw off my towel climb under the sheets and manage one last glimpse at the clock before I drift to sleep. It s only 6:38pm.



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ADAM!



What the hell?



ADAM JOSEPH DALY!



I look over at the clock 8:42pm.



Only two hours have passed.



YOU HAVE COMPANY!



Anyone short of John Lennon rising from the dead wouldn t be able to wake me from my sleepy stupor.



Knock knock!



NO. FUCKING. WAY. That shrill voice could be only one person the last person I ever wanted to see again.



I jump out of bed and quickly look around the room. Shit. Nowhere to hide. AND I m as naked as the day I was born. I decide in bed under the sheets was the safest place for me to be (I don t know how I came to this conclusion but it seemed safe at the time). Maybe I could feign sleep or illness? Oh God no then she would try to take care of me. I would just have to face her…Like a man.



The door creaked open and there she was in the skimpiest outfit I d ever seen.



Baby you left your jacket at my place.



Any man gay or straight would have no choice but to look twice or three times at Missy if she had walked by. Her wavy auburn hair was done up in pigtails. The Golddigger halter top she was wearing seemed to be smothering her D-cup breasts and ended just above her shiny belly ring which really brought attention to her perfect abs. Her tight denim ultra-mini skirt topped off her extra-long legs and black stilettos. She had slutted it up for me I assume. She had strategically dressed to make any man stand and salute and God help me I was.



Why was this happening? Hadn t I just come to the conclusion that I was gay? That I prefer rock hard chests to big bouncy breasts? But I mean really I m a 19 year old dude. I get a half-chub watching a bathing suit segment on QVC.



I tried to call you earlier but your line s been busy since 6.



Shit. I forgot to log off the internet. Ah the joys of having a Dial-Up ISP.



Thanks for bringing it back I managed to croak out.



She seductively placed my letterman jacket on the back of my computer chair.



Her back was facing me for what seemed like forever plotting her next move I supposed when she suddenly whipped around and gave me her best You know You Want to Fuck Me look.



Baby you re not still upset about what happened are you?



She began to approach me fluttering her extra-long eyelashes.



Uh…Missy…I think that…Well…what I said earlier…I still mean it. I m just not ready to have sex with you.



Somehow at this point she had teleported across the room and was now sitting on my bed massaging my thigh through my navy-blue sheets.



Oh baby. You don t have to do anything you want to do. We don t have to have sex but I ve been thinking about you for so long and I came all the way out here to return your jacket. Doesn t that mean something to you baby?



My heart was pounding knowing that I wouldn t be able to do anything to stop this. I was completely naked and felt like my dick could punch a hole through a brick wall. I had just gone through an intense jerk-off session thinking of Corey and the last time I d done anything physical with another person was the wrestling incident with Kyle a few months back. Before that I couldn t even remember when the last time I got a good blowjob was.

By the time Missy was done with all her cooing and massaging I was basically a pile of goo. She somehow had slipped out of her top and was now wearing only a lacy barely-there bra and panties and her heels. She threw back the sheets and eyed my fully erect dick.



Oh God baby. You re so fucking hard. I m gonna do us both a little favor and take care of that.



At this point I couldn t care less about who she was. All I knew is that I was gonna finally get some release.



Missy straddled my legs and slowly began crawling up to her favorite lollypop. At this point I was literally dripping so much that I knew I was actually gonna have to wash my sheets instead of having my mom do it. I mean what would she think?



The next thing I know my cock is all the way down Missy s throat and she s tickling my pubes with her nose. I nearly shoot from the pleasure. I grab her hair and relentlessly begin to fuck her mouth.



Oh baby…Oh Yeah…Fuck yeah…Fuck my mouth…I m a dirty little whore…Oh God your cock tastes so good…Fuck me…FUCK ME!



All I m wishing is that she d shut the fuck up. I always hated when she talked dirty seeing as she sounded like a typical 12 year-old Backstreet Boys fan which made me a bit uncomfortable.



Before I know it I m holding her head firmly in place and I m shooting my load down her throat and surprisingly she doesn t pull away. My body is still reeling from the oral assault and I feel my cock deflating. I slowly open my eyes and see that once again somehow she is fully dressed and is straightening her hair.



So I guess we re back together huh babe?



I say nothing.



I ll call you later. Kisses.



I groggily glance at the clock. 9:15. That was fast. My eyes feel heavy and my body feels warm. And just like that I was seeing Missy again.

Logan outdoors jerks his cock

Gone Fishing

A few years back I was working for a south Florida publishing company as an ad executive. I would meet a lot of out of town clients. When they come into town I try to make them feel at home. Usually it was taking him or her out to dinner or to a club. Believe me a lot of stale nights were spent trying to work out a contract entertaining these people.



This all changed when a gentleman from Michigan named Bill came in town. Wednesday evening I met his flight at the local airport and got to know him as we drove to his hotel. Bill was a man about 50 years old six ft tall and maybe 180 lbs. He was very eager to tell me all about his business the wife and kids. By the time we reached the hotel I felt as if I’ve known him for years..



That next day was spent showing Bill around the plant and introducing him to the executive board. After a few hours he pulled me aside and confessed that this was terribly boring and that he had always wanted to go deep sea fishing. I told Bill that I used to be an avid fisherman and that my brother had a 27” boat that we could take out. So I called my brother to “reserve” the boat for the following day. Bill was thrilled at the chance. It would be his first time out in the ocean.



The next day we met at the pier at 6:00 a.m. and headed out. Bill had worn a nice polo shirt and a pair of white shorts. Way over dressed for fishing I thought. We found a spot over a reef and put in our lines. After only a couple of minutes Bill had caught his first grouper then his second. After a few snappers he was looking tired and wanted to take a break from the heat. I suggested that he take a swim. He said he had seen the movie “Jaws”. I told Bill not to worry that sharks are afraid of us too and we both took a swim.



Coming out of the water Bill noticed he had ripped his shorts jumping in probably on one of the cleats. Having some experience mending sails as a kid I offered to sew them. He happily slid them off saying his wife just bought them and she would shoot him if she knew he wore them fishing. As he handed them to me I saw that his briefs were still somewhat wet. I couldn’t help but notice the outline of his cock as he stretched out on the chaise.



With his eyes closed working on his tan Bill was oblivious to his surroundings and to me stealing a look at him. Soon he was asleep and I guessed he was dreaming because his briefs started to tent. “My god” I thought “this guy sure is hung.” (Later that day I learned his cock was 9.5”) I couldn’t stop myself from staring at it. Trying to keep my mind on the sewing didn’t help a bit. Bill moved a little then again and inevitably his cock slipped out the leg of his briefs and was now running down his right leg. Then as quickly as he fell asleep he woke up. I turned away from him before he saw me and realized his cock was hanging out. I was just whistling softly looking out to sea as if I hadn’t noticed him. I heard him ask how long he had been asleep. When I turned to face him to respond his cock was back inside the briefs. A “good recovery” he must have thought. Bill said he was going for another swim to wake up which gave me some time to finish sewing his shorts. A few minutes later I was done.



As Bill came out of the water to dry off I couldn’t help but notice being soaking wet his briefs left absolutely nothing to the imagination. I could tell he was circumcised. I can’t believe I was getting excited thinking about his cock. Sure I had fantasies before but never acted on them.



The towel that Bill had fallen into the fish box so I went into the cabin for another. As I was climbing up the stairs Bill was at the top step wanting to come on down. Not really looking where I was going I almost walked right into his crotch. Stopping just short I was eye to eye with Bill’s half-hard transparent cock. Catching us both by surprise I leaned forward and kissed his cock through his briefs. Bill responded with a audible gasp as I kept licking and kissing him. I was amazed how Bill’s cock grew another couple of inches. I then pulled down his briefs freeing him. His cock hit me under my chin. I still hadn’t touched it with my hands. Bill was now lightly brushing my hair was his left hand. To this day I don’t know why but I told Bill that he had the best looking cock I had ever seen. His response was to lift it up to my lips. Using his cock he parted them and I tasted my first cock. I was hooked. I spent a while licking and kissing the head then slowly working my way down his shaft inch by inch up and down I went fighting a gag reflex until I could feel him at the back of my throat. I slowed down because my neck was beginning to strain. With that Bill began softly fucking my mouth then picked up the pace. I felt his hard cock grow even larger His cock felt so soft yet so hard and stiff. As he had a good rhythm going I could sense he was close and Bill asked me if I wanted his cum. I just softly moaned letting him piston his cock in and out of my mouth. Then it happened. He stiffened up and I began sucking like a mad man and he released shooting jet after jet of cum soaking my throat then pulled out and rubbed my face with his hard cock still pumping cum then back into my mouth to finish cumming he eventually went soft in my mouth.



Wow. What an experience. Needless to say that was the end of our fishing adventure. I followed him back to his hotel room where we showered and I sucked him off again. Bill did jack me off and taste my cum too but did not want to suck my cock….Oh well…..

he pulled me aside and confessed that this was terribly boring and that he had always wanted to go deep sea fishing. I told Bill that I used to be an avid fisherman and that my brother had a 27” boat that we could take out. So I called my brother to “reserve” the boat for the following day. Bill was thrilled at the chance. It would be his first time out in the ocean.



The next day we met at the pier at 6:00 a.m. and headed out. Bill had worn a nice polo shirt and a pair of white shorts. Way over dressed for fishing I thought. We found a spot over a reef and put in our lines. After only a couple of minutes Bill had caught his first grouper then his second. After a few snappers he was looking tired and wanted to take a break from the heat. I suggested that he take a swim. He said he had seen the movie “Jaws”. I told Bill not to worry that sharks are afraid of us too and we both took a swim.



Coming out of the water Bill noticed he had ripped his shorts jumping in probably on one of the cleats. Having some experience mending sails as a kid I offered to sew them. He happily slid them off saying his wife just bought them and she would shoot him if she knew he wore them fishing. As he handed them to me I saw that his briefs were still somewhat wet. I couldn’t help but notice the outline of his cock as he stretched out on the chaise.



With his eyes closed working on his tan Bill was oblivious to his surroundings and to me stealing a look at him. Soon he was asleep and I guessed he was dreaming because his briefs started to tent. “My god” I thought “this guy sure is hung.” (Later that day I learned his cock was 9.5”) I couldn’t stop myself from staring at it. Trying to keep my mind on the sewing didn’t help a bit. Bill moved a little then again and inevitably his cock slipped out the leg of his briefs and was now running down his right leg. Then as quickly as he fell asleep he woke up. I turned away from him before he saw me and realized his cock was hanging out. I was just whistling softly looking out to sea as if I hadn’t noticed him. I heard him ask how long he had been asleep. When I turned to face him to respond his cock was back inside the briefs. A “good recovery” he must have thought. Bill said he was going for another swim to wake up which gave me some time to finish sewing his shorts. A few minutes later I was done.



As Bill came out of the water to dry off I couldn’t help but notice being soaking wet his briefs left absolutely nothing to the imagination. I could tell he was circumcised. I can’t believe I was getting excited thinking about his cock. Sure I had fantasies before but never acted on them.



The towel that Bill had fallen into the fish box so I went into the cabin for another. As I was climbing up the stairs Bill was at the top step wanting to come on down. Not really looking where I was going I almost walked right into his crotch. Stopping just short I was eye to eye with Bill’s half-hard transparent cock. Catching us both by surprise I leaned forward and kissed his cock through his briefs. Bill responded with a audible gasp as I kept licking and kissing him. I was amazed how Bill’s cock grew another couple of inches. I then pulled down his briefs freeing him. His cock hit me under my chin. I still hadn’t touched it with my hands. Bill was now lightly brushing my hair was his left hand. To this day I don’t know why but I told Bill that he had the best looking cock I had ever seen. His response was to lift it up to my lips. Using his cock he parted them and I tasted my first cock. I was hooked. I spent a while licking and kissing the head then slowly working my way down his shaft inch by inch up and down I went fighting a gag reflex until I could feel him at the back of my throat. I slowed down because my neck was beginning to strain. With that Bill began softly fucking my mouth then picked up the pace. I felt his hard cock grow even larger His cock felt so soft yet so hard and stiff. As he had a good rhythm going I could sense he was close and Bill asked me if I wanted his cum. I just softly moaned letting him piston his cock in and out of my mouth. Then it happened. He stiffened up and I began sucking like a mad man and he released shooting jet after jet of cum soaking my throat then pulled out and rubbed my face with his hard cock still pumping cum then back into my mouth to finish cumming he eventually went soft in my mouth.



Wow. What an experience. Needless to say that was the end of our fishing adventure. I followed him back to his hotel room where we showered and I sucked him off again. Bill did jack me off and taste my cum too but did not want to suck my cock….Oh well…..